Really missing the pregnancy symptoms. No one understands how i feel, no one understands why im so depressed. i lay in the deepest hours of the night and think about why me. why me again. why did you have to take my baby. i wish it was just all a dream and i can wake up and my baby will still be here......came to the realization i dont believe in god anymore if there was such a thing why cause the heartaches he causes no one puts someone through that so many times.......im done trying no babies for me. i wont have a family i wont have a little one to call my own.....so ima just lay down and call it a night and be depressed more
It's ok to be angry and sad. You are supposed to be that way. It's okay to not want to try again because your not sure your poor broken heart can take it. I felt the same way. Yell, scream, cry, avoid the baby isle at the store and take a sabbatical from Facebook just so you don't have to see other peoples babies if you want. That's what I did. No one can tell you how to feel or how to deal with those feelings. We are all here for you and we all support you.