It's hard knowing you dont have friends close enough to be there physically when you need them.. I really miss feeling like I have someone to talk to!
A little about my situation:
I am 19. I moved to NYC in April of last year. Alone! The only person I even knew here was the man that is now my husband! It was one of the scariest things I have ever done! I was born and raised in a tiny town in Arizona, and I moved from there to a tiny town in Idaho when I was 12. Moving to New York was not really all that thought out.. I was 18 and really just wanted a big change. I didn't feel like my life was going anywhere..
Now here I am, a wife and mommy to be! My closest family member is my brother in Indiana! The only people I know and talk to in this gigantic city are my husbands small family. I don't make friends that easily because I am really guarded and find it difficult to trust people.. I just wish there were someone that I trusted and knew well enough to talk to besides my husband. I feel like he doesn't really understand what im going through at all!
I'd also like to point out that until you do meet other moms (not long before your little peanut will be here attracting attention from those you meet!), this time is good to solidify your marriage and your husband's friendship. I know my husband and I are closer because we've had times where we have been all each other has had.