Maybe im pregnant
i looked up the definition of implantation bleeding.
and i think thats whats going on.
it was 7-8 days ago that i thought he might have got some "precum" inside of me (gah i hate saying that)
anyways..... since then ive been weird and i had forgotten about that incident until the other day.
he still doesnt remember even touching me when i was over last. which is bs. but ugh...
if im pregnant.... our families will not like it. i have no support :(
i just want a shoulder to cry on.
i really do want another baby... but now may not be the right time.
(unless i get a job soon)