It's not my boyfriend..
...it's actually me with this problem. I never liked babies, but I had a good/happy pregnancy. Now that my son is out I still feel weird about it. I feel like I'm just babysitting someone else's kid permanently. I love him and treat him well of course. And I love when he shows me affection like touching my face and smiles and giggles. Makes my heart melt. But other times I can't stand him and have to leave the room for a bit. Not often, but it happens. It is different with my own kid though because if he wasn't mine, I wouldn't even pick him up! :)