breastfeeding

when i first started i didn't think i was going to make it.. it hurt sooo bad i wanted to cry. now, i love it! it's such a special experience and i love the bonding time we get to share together. just wondering if an moms out there feel the same? :)

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    I absolutely loathed breastfeeding. It hurt, I got irrationally upset, as if my baby were some sort of leech. I started pumping, and even then I hated it. I had so little milk, I had to pump all the time. It felt like that was all I was doing. I know it's supposed to be the better option, but I hated it. I didn't feel like I was bonding at all, but the opposite. Nina may have liked it, but it was making me resent her. It was a relief to me when my doctor said that my supply was so low I should just switch to formula. I started to feel much better, not so angry, and I felt the bonding even though we were just feeding with formula and bottles. Nina didnt seem to mind the switch at all, so it was fine.
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      04/09/14
      I agree, I love breastfeeding my daughter!
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      About Brianna Kissel
      Born: Melbourne Beach, Florida
      Current: Augusta, Maine
      Birth: October 10
      On Moms.com since: Apr 6, 2014
      I'm a first time mommy, my baby girl Eve was born early at 31 weeks. I was hospitalized for 10 days before she came, and she spent a little over 2 weeks in the NICU. She is home now and thriving, but I could use all the help/advice I can get!!!