Can you find clarity in chaos?
I often wonder if other women are like me.. in that to function REALL well, in all aspects of my life.. a clean house and organized house make it so much better. I find myself even throwing in the towel when the house is a hot mess, laundry is piled up and things haven't been cleaned in a few days.. it makes me unmotivated, sluggish, and not happy. Obviously I need to either get over this before becoming a Mom.. or learn how to deal with it better.
How do you all deal with the day to day? When you don't get it all done? When sometimes there are not enough hours in the day? When you just don't feel like sweeping, dusting or cleaning things up 24/7?
Perhaps it's due to the long and rather emotionally draining funeral weekend I just had... but this Monday is kicking my booty... and I want my booty back! :)
I think if you were at all close to your cousin you have to allow yourself to grieve - that might mean letting the cleaning go for right now. Grief is different from person to person and it often comes in waves.
Hugs! You'll get your booty back....