ugh i hate this
all the time at the dinner table there's is a discusion about something and it turnes into a argument , I can't keep my mouth shut , I have to express my opinion & tonight it got so intense my neck turned red from my nerves, I been told to leave the table . Now laying here trying to relax to calm down
Can you write it out? I call it a bitch session.. when I get a pen and paper and write everything that I want to say but would never say..
Example: I hate your fat face and the way you eat ice cream and how dare you talk down to me while I'm carrying your baby you icky gross man thing..
NOT that I would eve say those things or actually REALLY feel that way.. but there were moments when I felt nasty and needed an outlet... and then I would start to laugh cause it's so ridiculous..