Ohh

Feeling a little off tonight. Found all of Kais hospital things, and man that hit me hard. Just flash backs of when I was pregnant and when she was born.. I have been thinking all day about our future. I kind of want to move out sooner than January. Kai is getting older and I want to have another baby sooner than I thought. I want them to be close in age and close in general. My brother was 6 years older, my sister was 5 years and the other was 3 years older than me... I was closer to the one 3 years older..but there was still that space where we couldn't connect. I don't want that to happen with Kai and our next one. I want to start trying when we are in our own place...when we know we are stable... I just don't know how to talk about it with Seth... And that stresses me out.

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    05/01/14
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    About Cheyenne Corey
    Current: Putnam, Connecticut
    Birth: September 20
    On Moms.com since: Mar 6, 2014
    Mom to a little princess, in love with my high school sweetheart, Loving life. Here to listen!