Its not getting any easier. I feel worse

So day one is in the books and its not getting any easier for me. I feel worse than yesterday.
Yesterday all day i cried.
Last night i could only sleep an hr at a time, i have no apitite, i feel sick, i cant stop crying yet.
And this morning i feel like i dont even want to take care of my kids(i know i will and have to) i just want to lock myself in my room and cry.
I know i have a busy day today and it should help but i am in so much pain over my husband being gone. I just need him home and i will feel better

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Ashley
    05/05/14
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    Ashley
    I dont know if she would help she is a family dr.
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    05/05/14
    Ashley
    This is to hard on me. And my kids are starting to know i am not ok. Thank god haiden has school so he doesnt see me in all this emotion.
    But vince is sensing it so he is more crabby and logan he keeps hugging and asking whats wrong. I tell logan i miss daddy and he says daddy at work he will be home. It has not set into logan daddy is gone a few day. Haiden seems to be fine even after facetimimg him.
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      Ashley
      I would i just dont even want to cry in front of her plus i have no one to watch logan and vince
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      Ashley
      May
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        05/05/14
        Ashley
        Maybe. Will ask
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          I know you probably don't want to think about it now, but maybe you could use this as a push to start having time away from each other once he gets back. I was married once, so I know what it was like to always be around each other. I hated when he was away, even at work. But after our marriage ended, I realized just how much time I spent with him and knew that the next relationship I was in, I was going to make time for myself AWAY from him. There may or may not be another instance in your life together that you have to go away for a while, or he'll have to go away for a while. But if there is, you definitely don't want to have to go through this type of separation anxiety. It's kind of like babies and separation from their parents. They cry and cry and put up a fight about it. But it's our job as parents to separate ourselves from them more and more (not entirely, obviously) until they are comfortable with having mommy and/or daddy away for a period of time. The same goes with married couples. You need to take time away from him for yourself and likewise. So when situations like this DO happen, you'll be much more prepared. It's ok to miss someone, it'd be unnatural if you didn't lol. But not to the extent of not being able to function properly.
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          I am 25year old stay at home mom of 3boys. I am also married.