im upset. rant
gary was supposed to come over today.... but hes "too tired"
well ya know what.... ive been up countles night having to dal with a fussy baby all night and still manage to wake up at 4 am to pack and leave to go to his freaking house knowing i will not get to sleep anymore that day just so i can go see him. so he can see his baby. well im tired of his "im tired" excuse. sure he was up all night. but he slept all day. a little exhaustion never kept me from him why does it keep him from us!?!
then he says that he is sorry that he is tired from being up all night earning money for our future..... its not like i was asking him to wake up at 5 am... i was askng for him to leave at 3 PM.....
sorry im just mad.
havent seen him in weeks and his phone is broken so i cant even hear his voice.
and its heartbreaking.
its even worse when kado wakes up and says "wheres dad" every morning.....'
idk what to do..... dug my own grave i guess
Did he get the driving job he was looking in to?
How far away is Gary?