I am feeling so many emotions at once lately that I am NUMB. I am angry, happy, sad, disappointed, excited, scared, worried and stressed. I never know if I should laugh or cry. I may seem put together, and well rounded, but inside, I am a wreck. I am depressed. I am happy. It doesn't make any sense. I am on edge, and then running around like a crazy woman.
Today's news takes on a whole new meaning for me. I am worried about leaving Donald alone with my three children for 4 months or more. I am scared about leaving my kids period. I love them dearly, and I feel like sometimes I am choosing Connor over them. Will they resent me. I think my 6 year old understands, but sometimes, I am not so sure. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Am I choosing him over them. I know this has to be done, but still.
END OF RANT. Sorry. Had to spill.