It's almost time
Ok, so I am not due until December 22, but I am seriously doubting right now that I am going to make it. My braxton hicks are getting worst by the day. I am now starting to get a lot of pain and pressure down below. I cannot stand any more for more than a few moment without getting dizzy. I am hoping that either he will come on his own or that the doctors will induce. I know that he will be premature, but my body cannot handle this pregnancy anymore. My poor children are suffering, and my husband is having to pick up on a lot of slack. I just don't know what to do. I meet with the specialists and cardiologist on the 21st. They will be doing more testing on his heart. I am not on a bedrest order from a doctor, but I am on bed rest. I cannot seem to do anything anymore. I just hate feeling like this. I hate feeling useless and like crap.