So....I've been debating for some time now as to whether I want more children. All 4 of mine have been CS. I have found a midwife, who is also now a close friend, in my new area that is more than willing to help me have a natural birth should we decide for more. Just yesterday the hubby mentioned "if we have more". Im just petrified of having another CS and I feel like maybe it would be selfish to want another baby just for the birthing experience I want....don't get me wrong I would be ecstatic to get pregnant and have another child no matter what delivery method but I'm over 30 now and my youngest will be 2 in October so I'm wondering should we??? or should we be grateful for what we have.....and if a surprise baby happens then great but maybe we shouldn't try for more??? IDK. Sorry for the rant. Its been on my mind a while
I would talk to your husband and just get a feel for what he's thinking. Take your time and decide what's right for you.