Somedays I ask myself what were you thinking? Being a stay at home mom, fighting sleep, and trying to go to online college while trying to pay for the college. Being a better wife to support my husband through this roller pasted of life. Then I look at our two toddlers sharing toys or sitting together and our baby blowing bubbles or finding his hands and I feel overwhelmed with joy that they all are happy. No matter how cranky the toddlers are from skipping naps and fight over a toy, they manage to still find a common ground. Even when you can't see the carpet - due to the mess of the army men, tea set, VHS tapes that they couldn't decide on what to watch next. It's all worth it. To all the other moms - hang in there!