After all the ups and downs in my life, I can hold dear one thing that keeps me going each day...that thing is...im a momma of two beautiful kids...im blessed with a life that is full of possibility..and God is preparing a place for me in the life after t

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After all the ups and downs in my life, I can hold dear one thing that keeps me going each day...that thing is...im a momma of two beautiful kids...im blessed with a life that is full of possibility..and God is preparing a place for me in the life after tAfter all the ups and downs in my life, I can hold dear one thing that keeps me going each day...that thing is...im a momma of two beautiful kids...im blessed with a life that is full of possibility..and God is preparing a place for me in the life after t
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    05/23/14
    I am glad to hear that ladies...I never would have taken my role as a mommy so seriously this time three or four years ago...after seperating from my husband two years ago , and then comming to live with my parents again..at first I felt like a failure...but it has only taught me to love and cherish each moment...each mmilestone...each special moment together....and also opened up my eyes to how selfish i had been before now...I lived a life that revolved around my husband...if he was mad i was frustrated...i didnt change my mood for the kids...i just went about my daily routine in a bad mood...how unfair is that??!!! I lived a life also worried about my wants and needs first...i didnt think having kids was such a blessing as i do now...people go about their days like the kids are just baggage that are second in line to what they want to do ..drink their beers ...smoke their joints and cookout all day while they miss the laughs and silly giggles of their kids all day and enjoy their buzzes instead. I am not knocking a beer every now and then but man i tell you what...if people could realize what more there is in this life than getting a buzz or chasing one high after another ...it would be a much happier simpler place ...i will live every day for my children...for my lord for my parents and myself first...i barely have time for the man i once called my husband...although he still is working towards a life together with us...in my heart I know things will never be the same and that being with him makes me into a woman who idolizes a man ..and i learned that is just as bad as worshiping a false God...I simply cant be that selfless woman anymore.even though i love him and he is such a large memory and moment in my world now..each day for me is full of lunches and picnics and toys and making beds washing grubby little hands and reminding my kids to brush their little teeth...and I would nt have it any other way!
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    About Ashley
    Born: West Point, Kentucky
    Current: West Point, Kentucky
    Birth: July 23
    On Moms.com since: May 23, 2014
    A 31 year old single mother of two awesome gifts from God!! They are so much more thoughtful, sweet and well behaved than i could have ever hoped for...yes they fight occaisionally and yes they get super lazy ...but they absolutely love their momma and they love their Lord...and it shows! oh me...right...Im a stay at home momma to them and caregiver for my daddy who is living with bone/kidney cancer and my momma who I love dearly who is an absolute mess...lol Im a sister,..a new aunt to Joseph Ivan my very first nephew...born last month~!!! Im a guitar player, a singer, a songwriter, auther, poet, writer of unpublished works of my own and am currently looking for a new home, a new job...well lets just say a new life!~