Need to Rant, back to tears
I am so sick of this crap. I had a ride to my appointment on Thursday to meet the cardiologist who will be taking care of the baby. Her car broke down. In order to get a ride through my insurance, I need a sitter. The only person available WHO I TRUST is down from a hand surgery and cannot physically change diapers. I don't know anyone else with a vehicle, and in order to take the babies with the insurance ride, I have to take their LARGE car seats and remove them at the hospital and carry them around with me. I, once again, am screwed. I now don't even know if I will be able to make it to the hospital I am supposed to deliver at, therefore, I may get separated from my baby. I don't know what I am going to do. We thought we had a way to move closer to the hospital, and now with my due date so close I don't see that happening. I just feel like every time we get close to getting a better start, we get knocked back down.