frustrated

It just seems like when it rains it pours. I'm trying to shake the way I feel or make light of things happening and I cant. I can't find a happy place anymore. I pray and pray but don't seeing anything. I know things don't happen when we want them too. But I need it now. It seems like I cry everyday. And I don't talk because I don't want seem like I'm complaining. So I hold everything in from everyone including husband. I just don't understand anything anymore.

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    07/23/14
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    About chontae
    Born: Westchester, Illinois
    Current: Lafayette, Indiana
    Birth: July 19
    On Moms.com since: Jan 24, 2014
    I'm a mother of a beautiful 9 month old girl and a wife. I'm pastry and culinary chef. I love being a mother and just really want to be the best example for my daughter. I'm also a sahm who is looking to be a wahm. I'm tryin to start my own pastry company.