I DID IT!!!!!!
So my husband spent about 2 hours trying to fix the computer that I broke...he finally gave up so I brought my phone into the office and pulled up a couple of YouTube videos and fixed the computer in about 10 minutes. It is working better than it has in years. It's amazing how much stuff had made it's way on there over the years. I mean it's not the fastest thing in the world, it's about 10 years old, but it's much better now! I feel so much better about myself now! I cried for like an hour at least...I'm glad I was the one to fix it :-)