Working from home...
It is SO hard to find anything out there...I have applied to literally everything that I can find...had testing today that didn't go so well (I feel like a huge dummy) I have spent hours everyday online trying to find something...there are these amazing lists everywhere...on here, but nothing. The only thing that I haven't tried are the writing jobs...it's hard for me to imagine that I could be a writer or that anyone would want to read what I have to say coming from this muddled around fog machine I like to call a brain. That and my sister is like the most amazing writer! I just feel lesser than when we are doing the same kinds of things, so that is a route I don't want to go.
My husband is disappointed that the testing didn't go well, he didn't say anything but I know the look of disappointment when I see it and it's so painful that I am the one that inspired that look on his face. I think that's the hardest thing, when the person you love most in this world is disappointed in you. Thankfully he's too great of a guy to say that he is.
Sorry for this little rant...I was just feeling kind of stupid and sorry for myself. lol BUT my search continues...someday, somehow I will pull something out of the internets that thinks my befuddled self would be a great fit for their job. :-)