Wanting another baby....
So lately I have been wanting to have another baby. I have 3 beautiful little boys and thought for a while that 3 was enough. I thought that my SIL was crazy for having 4 kids. I don't know if it is because my SIL has her baby and my sister is about to have hers, or what. I have been feeling this way on and off for a few months. I try to talk myself out of wanting another and if works for a little while but here I am again wanting another.
I haven't talked to my husband about it, because he will think I am crazy and that I only want another one because me sister is about to have hers. Normally, I can talk to him about anything and everything but this has me all nervous. I know I need to tell him how I feel but the decision that we came to when I was pregnant with Johnny was we were done. I didn't know then that I would feel the way I do now. I know his reasons why he doesn't want another. He hates labor, hates seeing me in pain. He is afraid that if we did get pregnant again that it would end up being a home birth (my labors get shorter each time and we barely made it to the hospital with Johnny). He is happy that we are almost done with the baby stage with Johnny.
I don't know. Just venting/getting it off of my chest.
I has only been a few months, probably since January.
You never know, he may be just as open to the idea as you are and doesn't want to say anything.