Feeling alone.

Ok so I love my family, family is a big thing for me since I was never raised with a close family. My dh has been so unapreciative here lately he works and I do the cooking, cleaning, caring for the kids and it leaves me with no time for myself. The days he is off is usually spent with him either in bed or arrow head hunting with his friend. I understand he wants to get out and have time for himself but when do I get that in return. My mom is moving to Texas with my stepdad and the arnt suppose to be moving untill the 16 and her last day at work was the 14. I called her the past three days and I get no response I just called her work and they informed me that she no longer works for them and has already moved. I'm so lost and emotional I feel like I have no one but my kids.

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Deshieldsjessica
    06/10/14
    Deshieldsjessica
    She was suppose to come over yesterday or today to see the kids she has only seen the newest baby two time and he's three months old. I'm hurtting with all that's going on my dh knows I have almost no family so I'm kinda stuck and have no one to turn to or to lean on. I'm so stressed out my kids don't want to listen they have been such a handful the past couple weeks. I'm finding myself so upset at myself cuz I feel like I'm doing something wrong. If I leave the house I have to leave and be back before everyone wakes up since he can't handle the kids. If I leave while everyone is up then I have to take one kid with me or take him and all the kids. I'm not entitled to a day off or a moment to myself. I can't even get a shower without one kid joining me. Today we got into an argument because I was eating cheese and dh takes it and eats it. I asked him if I could ever eat one thing without having hands in my plate. So he called me all kinds of names. I can't seem to win! I fixed him lunch for work and make sure he has something to eat before work and when he gets home. I'm about ready to have to cook for his entire call center and on Sundays that over 90 people, it wasn't an asking it was oh hey I need you to cook and this is what I want you to fix by the way it's for the entire center not just my team!!!! Eeerrrrkkkkkk I'm so emotional and rambling.
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      06/10/14
      Beth
      Oh I'm so sorry that you are going through this. Have you talked to your DH and let him know that you are lonely?

      I would also suggest calling your OB, it may be that you are suffering some PPD and it's much easier to take care of that before it gets bad - the earlier you start treatment, the less treatment you will need!

      I hope things get better for you soon. We are here if you want to vent or talk or just have a good time!
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      Birth: July 06
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      Sahm of three amazingly crazy boys. They are always climbing making messes and getting dirty but hey it's the perks of being a boy. I'm married to my jr high sweet heart.
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