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I know sometimes I post a lot of threads about how stressed I am and some of the struggles I am going through and while I do post a lot of happy pictures and stuff I thought it was a little overdue for a truly happy post. I had a great time yesterday and the last few days hanging out with my friend and getting the kids together to play. Its always so relaxing and so much fun when we all get together. :) So grateful to have such an amazing friend who happens to live right across the street. She is exactly the person I need in my life at a time like this. We both have kids, have not so great pasts but do not judge each other based on them, going through some of the same struggles and balance each other out. When one of us is going through something rough the other is there to be rational and talk each other through it. And we always find a way to turn a crappy day into a fun one when we are together. Its amazing that she is like my only friend but I wouldn't trade her for anything to have a group of "friends". All in all I feel like I am finally finding myself as a person and starting to feel more normal and comfortable in my own skin. Although at times I am still having some serious anxiety, I definitely can feel a huge change since I started taking my depression medications. My fiance and I are in a much better place in our relationship and as parents then we were just a year ago. WE seem to be more on the same page with most everything. He has totally stepped up and is doing what any good father and spouse would do. He busts his ass all day making as much money as he can to pay all the bills and then some and comes home to help out with the kids and just have fun and spend time with us as a family. We have been able to sit down and talk things out more than before and back each other up. I feel like things are somewhat falling into place now. Hopefully things continue to get better. :)

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amandaMorrisville, Pennsylvania
    06/25/14
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    06/25/14
    amanda
    Thank you :) It feels so great to finally be getting there.
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      06/25/14
      amanda
      Thank you!
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        06/25/14
        Melissa Middleton
        I could not help but smile myself while reading this. One great friend is always better than an okay group of friends. May the happiness continue to flow. :)
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        About amanda
        Born: Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
        Current: Morrisville, Pennsylvania
        Birth: June 06
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        I am a stay at home mom of three. I also recently just started a blog called surviving mommyhood. If you get time check it out. http://survivingmommyhood.weebly.com/