Need to vent... Feeling alone.
I live with my parents and they are supportive and my sister was a great help with Grayson. But some day's I miss Grayson's dad. I know it's best that he's not here he wasn't ready to be a dad and he never loved me, who needs that.
But when I see old friends post on facebook; one just got married and the older with her husband and son and I can't help but be a little jealous. I love Grayson and I want him to be my everything but sometimes I miss being close to someone.
I am in no way ready to date nor am I looking for a guy. I just wish I have that encouraging and supportive partner. Someone I can cry to when things aren't going right and help me be the best mom I can be. I know this might sound ridiculous, but I get lost in this idea of the little family we could have been if he had stayed.