I feel so bad for my kids
I don't want to raise them here where I live. There is so much hatred and so many racist people that it amazes me. I feel so surprised of how people act and how rude they are and how they don't have any matters. But hubby will not move to another state. I understand racism and rude ppl are everywhere but I have never seen it so bad like in this state.
Jen, I'm sure there are also alot of good people around you - just try to find them, and be surrounded by them. There are alot of bad people everywhere - the only way to avoid is to find good ones. Do you have friends in your area?
Jenn, do you have any hobby, like... reading, or sport, dancing, or something? There should be some sort of meetups near you or clubs to join and find some friends.
It's really hard to be surrounded by rude people with no friends - you should find someone to talk and to have support.
I like Mariya's suggestion. Do you have any hobbies you like to do?