Its kinda strange I have been feeling mad but it not about losing the baby. That made me cry for 3 hours then I felt a lot better.Then I gave my baby a name and told God he can take the baby to heaven now.I guess thats my way of letting go of it.The thing that made me mad was I told my husband we lost the baby and he wasn't bothered by it very much no crying nothing.I thought I married a sensitive man. But im not sure where that went.
I'm glad to hear you have found a way to grieve. I love that you gave the baby a name and talked to God...that is so sweet! Cry as often as you need too, tears are so healing.
It's okay to be mad and deal with the loss exactly as you like.. it's even okay to be mad about how your husband is or isn't reacting. But remember, men tend to deal with anger and sadness very differently from us.. perhaps try to talk to him about it.. you might realize it's really hurting him but he doesn't know how to let his guard down.