bfn...

Last night was a bfn, and this am was a bfn...

Starting to lose hope. Steven won't get excited...he said it hurts too much to get excited when we've been let down twice. he said he'll get excited when I make it past 8 weeks, and ecstatic when I make it through the first trimester.

I don't think he realizes how much that hurt...

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    07/27/14
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      07/27/14
      Hang in there, hon. I know how much it sucks, really. :( Your time will come... Just keep your chin up. Prayers and hugs.
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      07/27/14
      I know you do. Thank you. I just...I couldn't believe he said that "I'm not getting excited until after the first trimester" to me, that says tht I'm going through this alone. I can't do that.
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      07/27/14
      It really...I just, it was a bit sobering. I know he won't bail, but it almost makes me wonder if he could bail if we lost another one or had a baby with some kind of deficit or illness. I'm just lost and confused I guess. I just hurt that he's hurting so bad that she's detached from the idea of getting pregnant again. He still wants a baby but has closed himself off from possibly losing another. I mean...I know we're both hurting but I guess I didn't realize how bad he was hurting too.
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      About Kimberley Marshall
      Current: Wyandotte, Michigan
      Birth: March 19
      On Moms.com since: Mar 30, 2014
      Two Angel Babies, first at 5w 3d, October 2013 - second at 6w 05/03/14.