Postpartum depression or tired?
I also hHasSo, I'm kind of ashamed to admit this, but i have been having some scary thoughts about hurting my sweet new baby boy. I brought this up on another site, and got nothing but ridicule. So, anyway, I'm not sure if I have PPD or if I'm just tired. I can't get any sleep at night because my baby probably has reflux and has colic. I work graveyards about 3 days a week, and stay up with the baby the next day while my BF works.
I don't know if I'm tired or depressed. When he's up late at night crying and I've done everything I think of hitting my sweet handsome man, so I'll set him down and walk away, then get upset at myself because I know his crying is waking up my BF, who works 40+ hour weeks, starting from 3-4 in the morning.
I'm afraid to go on Zoloft (I'm breastfeeding) because if I'm not depressed, won't it make me depressed?
You think after three kids I'd know all that, right? I guess each baby feels like the first child, they're all so different.
So, I did it without medication. I'm fine, baby's growing like a weed. Since we got breastfeeding down, it's all good!