family secrets

my son just turned one and lately i have been looking back on the last two years and everything we have been through. when i found out i was pregnant my husband was unhappy as he didnt want another child and then when i was 10 weeks i was in a car accident. during my exam to make sure my baby was ok i was told (without my husband in the room) that i had triplets. since my husband was already upset i kept it to my self. a few days later i went back to the hospital and was told that i had lost one of the babys. i was sick with the flu and physical pain the rest of my pregnancy. by the time it came to induce only one child came out. when i talked to my doctor about this they told me that my other baby had stopped developing and had been absorbed. i kinda feel that the pain i experienced was my body still thinking i had three when there was really only one. i morn the loss of my children but i dont think i can talk to my husband about it. he loves my son but he doesnt ever want another. this is my secret

    Oh Jourdan. I'm sorry you went through this.
    About Jourdan Christianer
    Born: Sierra Vista, Arizona
    Current: Chesapeake, Virginia
    Birth: February 10
    On since: Feb 10, 2014
    I am a SAHM with two great kids, two cats, a great dane and we just got chickens. we are a military family and though i have ever known anything different it can be so stressful sometimes.