6 years today:-(
Today makes six years since we lost my oldest daughters father. It doesn't get easier with time. After six years I still don't know how to act or what to say. It's like a bad bad dream to me! I wish I knew what to say to my daughter when this day comes around every year, but I don't and I feel so bad for that. I think of him every day and every night when I go to bed. I can have a whole conversation with myself about what I should be saying to her to the point I can't sleep, but for some reason I can't get it to come out my mouth to her. I really hope she knows how much I miss him and that I haven't forgotten about him..I am not good at dealing with death.