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I have 50 dollars towards rent put away. My husband needs cigarettes, and for those of you who smoke I understand it is a need. But its not worth losing my house over, he seems to think that I should just pull money out my ass or something for rent, and get him his cigarettes. But I'm here to tell him hes not getting that money, I will not lose the roof over my sons head to make him shut up. Not happening. As it stands were going to pay this months rent only to have to turn around and pay next months rent too. I have the gas bill, the water bill, and the electric to pay as well. Its not like I'm depriving him of it for no reason what so ever I just think that bills should come before a habit. He doesn't even need them I've seen him go days without one and now all of a sudden its a need. I swear sometimes its the all about bud show.

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5sarah New Bern, North Carolina
    11/22/13
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    11/22/13
    5sarah
    he used to roll them then he taught me how and got used to someone else doing it and when i decided i wasn't doing it he was buying what we call designer cigarettes 5.23 twice a day a little much if you ask me
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      5sarah
      No I'm not getting him ): I was so excited. But oh well it happens I guess.
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        11/22/13
        8Theresa Gould
        That's tough. Both my parents smoked, mom still does. It's really hard to break that habit. My mom rolls hers and she's in her 60's. She's a frugal soul though. :)
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        About sarah
        Born: Westfield, New York
        Current: New Bern, North Carolina
        Birth: April 30
        On Moms.com since: Oct 30, 2013
        I am 21 and have one child of my own plus my step kids.