Having a really crappy day
I didn't get a whole lot of sleep last night, Ive had period like cramps for the last 4 days and yet, STILL no period... This is now 5 months after having my implant removed... My doctor says that it happens - every woman is different and all that - but it seems to weigh a million tonnes on me and right now I am close to breaking point. (And yes, I do know that stressing out about it only makes the problem worse I just cant help myself right now)
All we want (my hubby and I) is a chance to have another baby but its like my body is broken... And its making me so upset...
Did your doctor mention if it would take awhile to even out after having the implant removed? I don't know anything about that but I wonder if that is the issue?
I ended up a blubbering mess on my husband's lap last night because I feel broken, I don't work right. Due to pregnancy and then the implant I haven't had a period in over 3 years, my last one ended 7th July and I conceived on 15th July 2011 and nothing in all that time.
Ive been trying to be positive, to be honest I have kind of enjoyed not having to deal with it, but now I realize that as yet, we don't even have a chance of having the baby we have wanted for so long.
From all the things I have been reading about the implant it can take up to a year - depending on how long you had it - after removal to get back to normal cycles etc it just really hit me hard yesterday - and my sister who has all the sensitivity of a blunt axe - told me that I really dont want another as they are so much work.
My hubby and I both have always wanted to have a large family and when you are already feeling low that goal can seem so far away.
My husband says that we are not in the planning phase... we are at the "practice makes perfect" stage