Sad :(

​I have always loved children, for the past 2 years me and my boyfriend have been trying to have a baby. In 2011 I had an ectopic pregnancy and lost my first miracle, then in 2012 we conceived again and I had a miscarriage. Now we are trying again.Praying for another miracle. We really want a baby to make our family complete :(

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    8Theresa Gould
    Sorry to hear about your losses, Amanda. I know how hard it is. Though I do not know what it's like to experience a loss before having any children, I have gone through six miscarriages. I had a miscarriage between my first and second child, then two between my fifth and sixth child, then two between my seventh and eight child and another this past June, nearly three years after my last child. They were all between 8-9 weeks and 18 weeks into my pregnancies. Most of them were at the 11-14 weeks stage.

    Sometimes we never know the reasons why. I hope you will conceive your miracle baby soon. I am praying for you and many others on Moms.com to conceive. Hugs!
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      Tessa
      I had 2 miscarriages before I had 2 beautiful healthy daughters. And when I got pregnant with my oldest daughter I cramped and spotted but everything ended up being fine. Don't give up hope. Sending my prayers your way :)
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        I found out I was when I was 20 years old when Travis and I were trying to start our family. Everything was going good and strong until the 16th week of pregnancy when I was suddenly woken up from a dead sleep with bad stomach pain and really bad back pain. I woke Travis up and I told him something was wrong with me and the baby. He got up and got dressed and helped me out of bed and he took me straight to the emergency room where I was admitted and the doctors started running tests. About two hours being in the hospital I had a miscarriage. It was the worst pain I went through and I didn't know how to react at the time. I was later discharged the next day. I didn't want to go back to his parent's house looking like I did. I was bawling my eyes out and all I wanted to do was be alone with my thoughts and not be around anyone at the time because I didn't know how to tell his parents how I lost the pregnancy and all the pain it brought to me. I was so sad but Travis was by my side for it all and that's what made me get through the rough times. I was relieved when I told his family about losing the pregnancy. They were helpful in every way to make me comfortable and at ease. Now I have a beautiful baby girl and another one on the way. Hopefully I don't lose this pregnancy.
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          12/31/13
          Amanda,
          I'm so sorry for your loss. I think feeling sad is normal. Not being able to love our babies here on earth is difficult. I just hold on to the fact that I will be able to hold them and love them in heaven someday. Keep trusting and praying. God is Good no matter his plan for you!
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          About Amanda
          Born: Savannah, Georgia
          Birth: February 18
          On Moms.com since: Nov 25, 2013
          I have always loved children, for the past 2 years me and my boyfriend have been trying to have a baby. In 2011 I had an ectopic pregnancy and lost my first miracle, then in 2012 we conceived again and I had a miscarriage. Now we are trying again. Praying.
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