So sad

So I'm going threw this thing with my brother. He and his baby's momma got into drugs a few years back and weren't taking care of my nephew right so me and his maternal grandmother got together and took him he's 5. So she has temporary custody and I get him on the weekends from Friday till Monday. But anyways I wasn't even going to invite him(my brother) to thanksgiving dinner but for my moms sake and his son's I did. Well he was a no show. He couldn't even stop long enough to call his son or mom on thanksgiving. I only had my nephew half the day then his maternal grandmother picked him up cause they had dinner plans too. So after everyone left last night I was picking up the house a little and found a letter that my nephew had, had my little sister write to his parent( he told her what to write). It said happy thanksgiving mommy and daddy, I miss you, I love you, come home. And was just written over and over all over the paper. It broke my heart so bad. I love that little boy and don't see how his own parents could put him through so much pain. He's not even mine and I'd never do that to him. I just don't understand how someone could do that to their own child.​ And I never thought that I could hate someone I love so much. But every time that little boy sheds a tear I hate them more and more. And I'm trying to not let it feel me with hate cause there's nothing I can do about it. I know I've tried everything. And it took all I had last night to not call both his parents and tell them exactly how I feel and how their son feels, but I honestly thought what's the point they're probley so high they wont even hear it anyways. Just all around a horrible sad situation. All I can really do is be there for him(nephew) and show him how much we love him. Its just hard cause he was taught to say his prayers and that god answers prayers and he prays all the time for his mommy and daddy to come back and for them all to be happy like they use to be and I just really don't see it happening. I love his parents so much and will continue to pray for them all the time but at this point I have lost all hope. Sorry just needed to vent a little and get it off my chest before I go find them to and do something I'll regret lol

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Tessa
11/29/13
Tessa
Thanks Elena they need all the extras they can get
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    11/29/13
    Tessa
    I don't have to deal with it I just choose to cause I love my nephew. And I love my brother and the mom too there's just nothing else I can do for them until they do something for themselves first. Which I pray it's soon.
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      11/29/13
      Tessa
      Thank you I'll keep doing all that I possibly can for him but I'm not his mommy and daddy and that's all that poor kid wants. But if they aren't going to do it he'll always have me.
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      About Tessa
      Birth: March 06
      On Moms.com since: Nov 13, 2013
      I'm a proud stay at home mom of 2 awesome daughters ages 3&4. And I have my 5 year old nephew every weekend. Just doing the best I can to raise some great kids with my great hubby :)