So I have some good news.
My husband surprised me over the weekend and took me on a little getaway. It was great just some mommy daddy time. I love being with my baby but sometimes I let my time slip away from my husband. It was great to work on our relationship ( not that we are doing bad just was great to get our sparks going again). We talked about trying for another baby. He said he was okay with me to stop using birth control. We really want to start trying again in feb. but if anything happens before we would be happy. Im glad we are on the same level now. I just hate using my birth control and like my hormones to not be messed with. Yay to trying to make a baby soon!!