I am 31 weeks pregnant and I wish I was already holding my son in my arms.

I was told for so long that I could never have children. Now every time I see him on the ultrasound it just makes me want to have him here sooner. Now that I am out of school for a while and do not have much to do time is really slow. I wish it would just be time for him to get here. I am so scared that something will happen before I get to hold him. Maybe I am just overly nervous and that's fine by me. I haven't wanted anything more in my life than my bf and now my son and I couldn't imagine not having them in my life now. My ob won't let me go past 38 weeks because of having gestational diabetes so I know seven-eight weeks really isn't long but it feels like forever, can't wait to hold you in my arms RJ.

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    12/31/14
    That is what everyone has said and I have waited over 12 years for this chance so I should just be thankful I am pregnant at all. But I want my son, I want to hold him in my arms just like I have in my heart since I have found out about him. I wish it was now time is soooo slow.
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      12/31/14
      I know how u feel habg in there time flies by the time u know it u will get to hold him
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      12/31/14
      Habg was meant to be hang in there%**
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        12/31/14
        You're getting close! The longer he stays, the healthier his lungs will be! I know the wait is hard, but it's worth it.
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        About Amber Brill
        Current: Waco, Texas
        Birth: January 16
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