i need to vent

I lost my job a few weeks ago. They fired me for calling out when I was sick. Which has been so frustrating. I am due in 6 weeks and getting another job right now would be hard since I'd only be able to work a few weeks. So now I'm not sure how we will pay our bills and rent. We are praying and know that God will provide. It just seems impossible right now. :(
Second, Malachi has been not napping for almost 2 weeks now. And he's been waking at night and staying up for 2hrs or more. And I'm so beyond tired. So!e days I just put him in his crib and lay down while he babbles to himself. I know he's tired I just have no idea why he won't sleep. He had his well visit yesterday and Dr said everything is fine. So he's not sick. He said babies around this age can go through some sleep changes. But being 34 weeks pregnant Im just so frustrated. And I usually don't ask my husband to get up because he drives an hr to work every morning and he wakes up at 4:30 so he needs sleep so he can stay awake. He offers but I usually tell him no unless its the weekend.
He did get me a ticket for a woman's conference next Friday so I could have a break. Its called Dare To Wear Love and its a Christian speaker along with a Christian music artist. I am excited for that but right now its 2 almost 3 am and I'm frustrated! :(
Sorry to complain. I usually try not to but I needed to vent.

01
Bethany ReillyBedford, Virginia
    01/07/15
    Oh hugs! I'm sorry your little guy won't sleep.
    0
      01/07/15
      Bethany Reilly
      Thank you for the hugs! It makes me feel a lot better
      2
        01/07/15
        It sucks that jobs cannot fire you for being pregnant but they can do it if you are sick too much...sick comes with pregnancy.
        Tristen went through that not sleeping phase at that age. Thankfully I was not pregnant yet. He does not nap now and it is exhausting chasing a little one all day when you are growing another one! lol
        0
        01/07/15
        Bethany Reilly
        Yes Amy, for sure! He is cutting a molar so I think that may be a big part of it. Hopefully it doesn't last forever. Lol, it is exhausting! But I always just try to remind myself that they are only this little once.
        0
          01/07/15
          Comment deleted
          01/07/15
          Bethany Reilly
          Thanks Laura. You're so sweet! Yes, He has provided every other time. I know that I just have to trust Him. Right now I am just trying to enjoy the time with Malachi instead of getting frustrated before baby girl arrives.
          1
          About Bethany Reilly
          Current: Bedford, Virginia
          Birth: April 20
          On Moms.com since: May 3, 2014
          I am 23, raising Malachi who's 2&1/2, Elianna who is 1, & our newest addition Isaiah! Born April 15, 2016❤️