Lately, I have been feeling very down. We are moving before August; which is exciting. I get my license in a month or 2, Kai starts school in August, we are going to start trying for a baby next year. Which is all very happy and exciting. I'm just stressing about myself not working, which I can't until Kais in school, and even then she only goes for 2 and a half hours and we don't do daycares.