what to do?
What are you to do when the man you love the man whos suppose to support you through ups and downs and be concerned about your feelings, thoughts and concerns is the one who destroys you and tares you down? Why is it he can't seem to understand hes responsible for the tears you cry all night until you fall asleep? Why does he not realize he is the reason you feel hopeless and unworthy? You spendd all day all night with your kids cooking cleaning playing feeding while trying to do your own homework cause you deciced to go to school but yet as soon as he gets home its an arguement ? All of a sudden you are the blame for others faults and you now are a bad mother a bad person a bad wife/girlfriend? No matter how hard the struggle of trying to be a good mom a good person a good friend it seems that is something i will never be.