Sorry haven't been on much
Sorry I haven't been on in a long time. But I'm now married. Wore a camo wedding dress :-). And then after my wedding I found out I was pregnant and then September 2nd went in for an ultrasound :-( was the worst day of my life. She said she couldn't find the baby then I got a call from a different doctor who looked at my ultrasounds he told me that there was a fetus their but no heart beat. He said I was gonna have a miscarriage. I was devastated. Everyone kept telling me maybe they were wrong but I wasn't keeping my hopes up. So September 16th came and it was one in the morning I woke up in pain so I thought I had to go to the bathroom so I went and all of a sudden the pain got worse and I was losing a lot of blood. I was yelling for my husband to wake up. I was laying on the floor crying in so much pain he took me to the er. I passed a softball size blood clot at the hospital. I had to have a d&c. That was my third miscarriage and after that I had to be put on depression pills. I felt like I had no one and then I had my sister in law tell me I didn't lose a child :-(. It is now February my son Austin turned 4 on the first and today my son Nathan turned 6. We have been trying for another baby for a couple months now but my doctor said I might not be ovulating so might have to be put on pills to help with that. Also December 31st my sister in law had two beautiful baby girls jaylynn and Elizabeth. Elizabeth is up in heaven with my angels. It was a hard day but a happy one too cause of jaylynn. This is almost everything that I've been through the last couple months.