Feel so lonely.....

I, like most moms i am sure have the super mom complex. I try so hard to be strong for everyone in my family so that way there is always someone who is the rock. Right now I find myself struggling to be strong. My husband is away for reasons I dont feel comfortable discussing publicly. He does call for 20 minutes 2-3 sometimes 4 times a day. I am trying so hard to be strong for our daughters and for him during this difficult time. For the most part I have been alright during this whole ordeal but the past day I find myself really struggling and lost in the loneliness. To make it worse I live with my parents who dont understand my feelings and urge me to divorce when it isnt what i want for MY family. I have one friend but we are both busy parenting our kids alone she is also going through something some what similar to me. I know she understands my feelings because she has the same feelings towards her significant other, but since we work opposite schedules I wouldnt want to call and wake her just as she wouldnt want to call when i am at work. I guess I am just feeling really lonely and deeply missing my husband/best friend in the world, and could use some support and maybe a pen pal to help eachother through life's struggles.

Feel so lonely.....Feel so lonely.....
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    09/30/16
    Hi Michelle. I totally understand what your going through. You seem to have a great outlook on your situation, and that is all we can do when MOMS/Wifes are the rock of the family. We struggle to hold it all together because it's in our nature. I know that we can only be strong for so long before we need to let out some stress. All you can do is continue to be strong for your family and your husband until your both on the same schedule .. Just remember your not alone in this situation.
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    About Michelle
    Current: Wayland, Michigan
    Birth: January 31
    On Moms.com since: Aug 13, 2014
    My husband and I have two little girls. I work as residential instructor for adults with developmental and mental disabilities. I love music as do my girls. I have been through a lot in my life making wiser than my age would let on.