Feel so lonely.....

I, like most moms i am sure have the super mom complex. I try so hard to be strong for everyone in my family so that way there is always someone who is the rock. Right now I find myself struggling to be strong. My husband is away for reasons I dont feel comfortable discussing publicly. He does call for 20 minutes 2-3 sometimes 4 times a day. I am trying so hard to be strong for our daughters and for him during this difficult time. For the most part I have been alright during this whole ordeal but the past day I find myself really struggling and lost in the loneliness. To make it worse I live with my parents who dont understand my feelings and urge me to divorce when it isnt what i want for MY family. I have one friend but we are both busy parenting our kids alone she is also going through something some what similar to me. I know she understands my feelings because she has the same feelings towards her significant other, but since we work opposite schedules I wouldnt want to call and wake her just as she wouldnt want to call when i am at work. I guess I am just feeling really lonely and deeply missing my husband/best friend in the world, and could use some support and maybe a pen pal to help eachother through life's struggles.

Feel so lonely.....Feel so lonely.....
About Michelle
Current: Wayland, Michigan
Birth: January 31
On Moms.com since: Aug 13, 2014
My husband and I have two little girls. I work as residential instructor for adults with developmental and mental disabilities. I love music as do my girls. I have been through a lot in my life making wiser than my age would let on.