There's a LOT of Grinchmas's around...

Tis the season to be.. grumpy!!!?

Look, I'm not ray of sunshine every day and the holidays are harder than usual and I understand that times are tough...BUT.. It seems that everyone around me is having a harder time than usual..

I feel for everyone.. But, lately there just seems to be an abundance of the season downers.. Everyone I talk to when I say, "Hey! How are you?" there's a pause and a sigh and then it begins with the list of crap that's happening in their lives...

And it's affecting my mood... I not only feel badly for people and want to help but when it's coming from all angles, it's hard to shake off...

And like I said, I have my own things too.. but I'm trying to stay positive and grateful and dig in to the season and have fun with it, but lately I just want to stay in with my kids in our own little bubble..

The holidays are hard for a lot of people and I almost feel guilty that I don't feel so down like everyone else.. And it's a helpless feeling as I can't do anything to help anyone..

Maybe I'll stay warm and fuzzy in a egg nog haze... ​

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    LOL.. I understand... On the 15th it will be 30 years my dad died.. Everyone seems to die around the holidays so I walk around waiting for the next one..

    I guess my point is.. that we all have our own stuff.. and I can't be the person that hears a friend going through something then shrug it off...

    Life is hard.. Christmas and holidays makes it harder sometimes.. I get it.. I'm not some fucking happy Christmas elf thinking all is beautiful (YOU Know that :)
    It's just a lot.. I mean. EVERY person..

    I'm staying good and nogged til new years
      I enjoy Christmas it's always been my favorite time of the year and now that I have kids even more so. I feel bad for the people that's not having a good holiday but if your not do something to change it. I mean shit happens and you cant let it ruin your life and more important your kids. Cause whatever mood you are in will rub off on your kids.
      About Jessica
      Born: Novato, California
      Current: Sherman Oaks, California
      Birth: May 28
      On since: Aug 5, 2013
      We live in Los Angeles, CA. I'm a writer, comedian, actor and single mom of two. Parenting is hard. I try to keep a sense of humor about it all and find the find the funny... in what is most likely NOT funny (i.e. boogers, meltdowns, homework, etc.).