Feeling scared

I am recently separated and I gotta say I am so scared of what might happened to us :,(

02
12/19/13
What happned are you okay. Did your husband do something bad. Dont worry were here for you.
1
    12/19/13
    8Theresa Gould
    I'm so sorry you are going through this hard time. Are you scared about how you will make it financially?
    0
      12/19/13
      What are you scared of? Stay calm and we will try o help you.
      0
        12/19/13
        ok so about a 3 months ago I found out he was having an affair and had a baby with this girl I am seen it as my ticket out of the relationship we been together for 10 years since I was 16 and to be honest I am fed up with him I give him soo many changes for my kids but he oviously did not care I want out but he has been my provider I never work in my life and I am currently finishing my GED sad part is that I have no where to go my family is all far away and as u can see am stuck living under the same roof as him, is awkward and extremely hard for me for my kids I am soo scared I been applying for jobs but no luck yet I am really trying to get on my feet and leave but it seems like I have no luck
        0
          12/19/13
          am soo afraid of the world around me and this past 2 weeks have gotten worse he still wants me to be with him and I really don't want to so in a rage of jelousy he broke my phone and Ipad I whent to get A restraining order so he can get out and then apply for welfare cuz they wont help me unless he is out of the home but going to court backfire on me they didn't give me a restraining order and now I have court day on the 26
          0
            12/19/13
            Hugs. Do you have a friend who can help you or maybey a womens shelter.
            0
              12/19/13
              Hope you get this all worked out.
              0
                12/20/13
                Hugs
                1
                  12/24/13
                  8Theresa Gould
                  So sorry you have to go through this. You can do it. I think a women's shelter would be helpful in your situation . Hope your court date goes well.
                  0
                  About Ali
                  Born: Santa Ana, California
                  Current: Santa Ana, California
                  Birth: April 20
                  On Moms.com since: Dec 18, 2013
                  Hello Ladies I am a single mommy of @ cuties My kids are my world literally lol :)
                  All Recent Ali's Posts