When others are pregnant, my emotions go haywire.
When I see pregnant women, it's like my brain becomes a carousel that doesn't know how to feel. It's a weird mix of longing, anger, bereavement, happiness... Just the whole mix thrown together.
I am normally happy for the woman and think 'aww', which spins into an 'aww' of sadness of why don't I have a baby? Then jealousy that she has a baby. Then anger that I don't. Then grief because I 'should' have a baby. Then onto quiet acceptance that it will happen in due time.
In short, every time I see a pregnant lady, I feel like I need to go meditate for an hour. Or a day.
What helps me feel better sometimes is to go buy a little outfit. I have a drawer of outfits and even a stuffed toy for when I do have a baby one day. Silly to some but, It works for me when I'm feeling the baby blues. Then when I get down I can even look through them and just pray that it happens soon.