feeling a little lost
I feel like i need to take a week or two trip ..just me to help rediscover my true self ... after the last 3 yrs with everything happening so fast I feel like i left part of me behind somewhere ... and have a empty space that needs some fixing ... idk maybe i sound crazy but i think if i could just take a trip with just me I go somewhere quiet and peaceful .. horseback riding in the mountains for a few days and stay a a cabin in the middle of no where .. I could re connect with the part of me that feels like it's been left behind ...and come back a new complete me ... one who isn't so down all the time and wanting the adventure again..... I think God and I have a appointment ...just don't know when .. and when it comes it will defiantly be a eye opener and weight lifter ...but for the better to help me reconnect with my true path in life ...and not this twisted upside down one i am in now... I love my life , My Kids and my Man ..but I don't feel 100% and would love that back again..