Baby almost gone

I had a doctors appoment today and my doctor told me that there is only a 10 percent chance my baby will live. In 4 days she says sdhe can tell if my baby is lost or if the baby will live. How can i handle the fact that my baby might die moms? Is it my faulght? I feel terrbile. I am the worst to be mom ever. It is my faulght isnt it. Moms do you think its my faulght my baby might die?

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    12/27/13
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    12/27/13
    Mara, I did get sick twice once vwhen i was at 6 weeks and once when i was at 11 weeks.
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    12/27/13
    At 6 weeks i vomited alot and had a really high fever and at 11 weeks i had a really high fever and a cold. Also when i was at 3 weeks i fainted alot.
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    12/27/13
    Yes i dfid take the mecation they advised but also i took some that they didnt advise......
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      12/27/13
      Thank you moms for all your kind comments. Even though i know it wasnt my faulght i still think it is. I mean why did i have to get sick. Since i got sick my to be baby may die. I shouldnt have gotten sick. Moms till i go back to her in 4 days how can i cope with this news? I am really upset. When i heard that news when i got home i rasn to the nursey room and cried
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      12/27/13
      I know meg. It isnt my faulght. But it feels like it is. How can i cope with this moms? If i lose my baby which the chance is 90 percent i am going to be so upset. So how can i handle things for the next 4 days?
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      12/27/13
      Thanks meg your so sweet :).
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        12/27/13
        I loicked the nursey door and hid the key. I took asll my baby books asnd pregant books and locked them up. Moms how can i cope with this? Please help. I am a mess.
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          12/27/13
          How do i cope with this?
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            12/27/13
            I talked to a friend who used to be a pregancy doctor and she says my baby most likely will be lost. This feels like aslk my faulght. I hope this turns out to be ok!
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            About Amanda White
            Current: Washington, District of Columbia
            Birth: November 22
            On Moms.com since: Dec 20, 2013
            I am married to my husband and im pregnant with my first one which is a boy! I love anmails and in my free time i read or do good serviecs. Also i love to read, bake, and i cant wait to meet all the great moms on this site.