So angry all the time

So I got into this huge blow out fight with my mom about my brother who's on drugs and his son who I'm doing my best to take care of when I have him. But she told me I'm angry all the time. I'm not angry all the time but yes a lot here lately. I love my nephew with all my heart and it kills me to see that little boy so sad and heartbroken over what his parents are doing to him and I'm really stressed about our upcoming court date to see who will get full custody of him( me or his maternal grandmother). I'm so tired of everyone being so worried about his parents when he's a 5 year old helpless kid that didn't ask for this life. At this point I don't care what his parents do or anyone else for that matter, all I care about is helping this little boy throw the hardest thing in his young life. I'm not angry all the time, I enjoy my life, husband and kids but I'm so tired of hearing about his parents and their problems. Any advice?

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Tessa
    01/05/14
    4Ivy
    I don't really have advice because I have never had to go through something like that. I wish you the best of luck through all of this. Just hold your head up and try to remain strong, it will all pay off in the end.
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      01/05/14
      you sound like you are doing an amazing thing the only advice I have is block out the negative and continue to make that little boys life better!!!...he will appreciate all you do for him someday if he is too young to understand now...he needs you and thats all that matters...shame on them for not seeing that!
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        01/05/14
        This is a hard time for you and for the little guy... just continue to give him lots of love!
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          01/05/14
          Tessa
          Thanks ladies :) I'll try my best to stay strong
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          Birth: March 06
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          I'm a proud stay at home mom of 2 awesome daughters ages 3&4. And I have my 5 year old nephew every weekend. Just doing the best I can to raise some great kids with my great hubby :)