After a days of feeling nauseous, late period and being exhausted I decided to take a pregnancy test. I went to the store with excitement, thinking "This could be it, this could be a beautiful new beginning!". I drove home smiling from ear to ear. I could be a mom soon! I could have this tiny human growing inside me! I got home and felt like I was on top of the world. I went to the bathroom, peed on the stick and waited. Who knew 2 minutes could take so long. Looking at the test, then to the timer, then back to the test... then the black words appeared... "not pregnant"... at that moment I felt hopeless and heart broken. Today, I wept and will be sad. Tomorrow, I will pick my head up and keep trying. I will be a mother, one day.
You will be a mother one day! I know that feeling when you want to be pregnant but it just is not happening...taking the test and it comes out negative...been there! But just persevere... one day that test will be positive!