weird mixed feelings.

i was having a hard time deciding weather or not to put our baby girl as a child on here. she won, though, because she was a real human, even if she never got to breathe or play or anything. i kind of feel super duper guilty that i even had to think about it. argh. :( i wonder, does anyone else have weird, mixed feelings sometimes about listing an angelbaby as a child? or am i a horrible monster person?

    8Theresa Gould
    I am sorry for your loss. I agree with what the others have said. Here you don't have to worry about that, we all understand and many of us have lost babies too.

    For me, in the real world, unless it's someone I know or knows my history I say I have eight children, but in my heart I know I have 14. Just recently I was referring to how many babies/pregnancies I had and said eight and my husband (very rare) corrected me and said, "You had more than 8...." He caught me by surprise as I sometimes think I am the only one of us who remembers and thinks this on a regular basis. It made me feel good for him to actually acknowledge it and correct me.
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