when life knocks you down, get back up!!
today was the day i was looking forward too for a few weeks, i took a hpt and sadley got a negitive result.:( trying not to let it effect me too much, but myself and my husband have decided to put our ttc on a break, it took us 8 months to get pregnant with our 2nd and that put quite a toll on me and our relationship and since we have 3 little blessings, i dont wanna miss time with them or be the debbie downer when theres sooooo much things to enjoy about being a mother to the ones we got, i kno if i continue this its gonna effect me mentally and pysically and thats nothing i wanna risk right now, keeping high hopes that itll happen at some point, im blaming my stupid decision i choose 16 months ago to get on the depo shot, ive been off it since april of last year, my periods still arent regulated, but seem to be starting to get regualted, so i belive holding off till my periods regulate will prob be the best thing, concidering i knew from the begining that with my cycle bein like this, it could be trickey getting pregnant. we shall see how that goes!