God's wonderful timing
Just earlier this past spring of 2013, I was in this very position. All of these celebrity women and women at my church were conceiving left and right. Even a friend of a good friend of mine had conceived and she and her unborn child's father were not together. I congratulated them and made a decision to feel nothing but joy for them even though I felt like, "God am I doing something wrong? Why not me?" What is meant for me God will make sure I receive it and I held onto my belief. Finally after I returned from a trip to Atlanta, Ga I said to God and I quote, "Lord I trust you and it be your will when I am blessed to have a second child." How about July 1, 2013 I conceived and I knew it immediately, God just reassured me and I was trying my best to keep it to myself. My husband, my daughter and I were in Target and I saw this girl who was pregnant in a maxi dress and I said, "when I get pregnant I want to wear nothing but maxi dresses." My eight year old said, "But mommy you're already pregnant." My husband looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders as to say, I don't know. Like two weeks later my menses did not show up at the schedule time of the month and I had previously purchased two pregnancy tests from dollar tree. I took one test and it was positive. I could not believe my eyes! So I went and got the other test from on top of the fridge and it too was positive!!! OMG!! I was so excited and I woke my husband up at 3am to celebrate. I am spiritual and I trust God wholeheartedly. I know my living and my life is to glorify him and him alone, not me and he is not to do everything and anything just because I want him to especially if the timing is not right and it will not glorify him.Although God says in his word, to seek him and the kingdom of heaven and he will give believers the desires of their hearts and I take God up on his offer and promises. As a believer, I am to live in a way that draws others to seek God and not limit God to what they can fathom only, but let God operate as the God of all things impossible!!
i thank God for giving you a second pregnancy, sure he will be a great boy.
i am also desiring for my third and fourth pregnancy, that means i am desiring for twin(a boy and a girl) and as i share in your joy i believe God will answer my prayers .Amen